ASTOR, harlow jude

Give me love like never before,'Cause lately I've been craving more,

24 | CURIOUS SEXUALITY | DIVORCED | FIRE DEPT EMT | HERO | Holland Roden

Harlow J. Astor

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wow, are you my ...i completely lost track of time! well please sit sit, let me just move this stuff out of the way. okay, let's get started. tell me a little bit about yourself. Yeah, hi. Well, I'm Harlow. Oh! Sorry, Harlow J. Astor. I'm twenty-four years young and will be twenty-five in July, the twenty-ninth specifically. I currently just moved her from Oceanside, California. I just managed to get a job with the local fire department as one of their E.M.T.s something I've been accustom to doing for the last four years. that's a lot of information. so tell me, where are you from? Like I mentioned, I just moved her from Oceanside, Ca. I grew up there and basically spent my whole life there. Some depressing stuff happened back home and well, I'm trying to get far away from it. Though, the move makes me miss my family. We were quite close and I spent many days with them. I come from a tight group of seven kids and a happily married couple. My mother, Dominique Elenor Astor nee Williams met my father back in grade school, a Mathew David Astor. She grew up to be this huge bank CEO while my father payed the stocks like a pro until he retired and began teaching economics four years ago. Then there is Serenity Jewel, she's 31 and a lawyer. After her was Arron Mathew, 30 and a business owner dealing with all sorts of sports equipment. Three years down the line and you get Maxwell Lewis. He's playing pro ball with the Dodgers. Then you get the twins, James Perry or JP and Jackson Donald. Jp can be found producing music at 26 in L.A. while Jax is acting in Toronto currently. After those two you get Dallas, a med student and nine months older than me. Hopefully one day I end up back with him doing some sort of med schooling as well. Like I said big family, but close nonetheless. ahh fascinating ! well i'm from here, born and raised, never left. so many people that i know and love here, just couldn't leave them ! what about you? anyone you care dearly for here? Actually, I don't know anyone here. My whole family is back home along with my ex husband. I am basically looking to start a new life here and just let go of the bad. Though I did meet someone pretty cool. His name is Mason and is actually my roommate. Surprisingly enough, he isn't a psycho murderer rapist. My dad actually sent him my way, he had an internship with him back in the day when my dad was in the stock markets I guess you can call him an unce of sorts. He helped me find a job and a place. quite a list. must mean you have a juicy past,let's hear a little bit about it. Ha! Okay, well, that is quite a lot. But here goes nothing. Okay. Well I was born back in July in 1990. I was the last Astor to be born out of seven, nine months after Dallas, I know, my mom definitely needed to learn the importance of birth control, but hell, if she did, I wouldn't be here. Anyways, back in Oceanside, we are a big name. The Astors go back generations and we come from old money. I'm talking about the best schools, brightest futures and meant to be something family members and well, everyone in my family showed promise, except me, I sort of just slid on by. Since I was the youngest I always had the attention and had a lot to live up to, but hell, I honestly had no motivation to do so. I'm basically the free spirited child in the bunch. Everyone worked incredibly hard to get the top scores and best grade point average, I just got a's to keep my parents off my back. I didn't do after school clubs or sports. I sort of wanted just to hang around and watch life. The only time I actually showed motivation was when I was thrown into competitive swimming at age 10. That was fun and I loved doing it. Then I got into surfing, any reason to go to the ocean, I took. I did that for a lone time, and I absolutely miss. I also always made sure to be there for family trips. But one of my favorite things was hunting. I know, a tricky subject, but I didn't do it for game, and I did it with either a bow or gun. Growing up, we were always around guns. It was second nature for us. Pistols, rifles, shot guns, revolvers. You name it, we could probably take it apart and put it back together again. We all know how to shoot them and clean them, but hardly any of us really stuck to it, other than me, Dallas and Serenity. I guess that what made me daddy's girl. So I went to the best private school in Oceanside. I did okay and I hardly caused any trouble. I'm not too much of the trouble making sort. But I do go for the trouble makers and in comes my drama and high lights of my life. I met a guy, who broke my heart leading me to meet another guy, who was of my parents approval and I learned to love and then was left heart broken because of something I could not control. Two years ago I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. Instead of going through loads of chemo and hopeing it would do something, I told them to take them out. Adoption was always a thought of my mind that I wouldn't say no to. I knew there was a way for myself and Damon to have children, except he was completelty against it. He wanted to try and save as much as I can so we could have our children with out blood. We were married for two years already and things were picking up for him and I graduated school. But hearing the stories and the whole picture, it was the only option I felt comfortable with and I took it. I went through chemo, I got sick, came back healthy and no more signs of illness. But it didn't stop the fighting between us. Nothing was ever right. It went back and forth, and finally, he left. Told me he wanted me to have his children and I couldn't. That was last year. I spent some time in Spain and only returned to Oceanside for my things. My solution was to start over, and I ended up in New York. you just get more and more interesting. is that a word that someone would describe you as? no? then what is something that people would say you are. In the past, people thought of me as wasted potential. They saw who I could become, what family I came from, but I didn't have the eagerness or hardworking nature as they all did. I've been called bubbly, confident, and spoiled. I also have been called a loner, self-righteous and pathetic. People look at me the way they wanted to, but once word got around about my cancer and then the divorce, I was seen as strong, perfect, disconnected and reckless. I fought the cancer, stood up tall in court and yet, I wasn't as bubbly or confident like before. I then headed out to Spain by myself and stayed there for six months before coming back just to move away. do you agree with what people say about you? In a way I do. I can see where they come from, but to actually think of myself in those specific words? No. I'm a normal woman. I go through ups and downs and just am trying my best to get through it and be happy. I'd say I am more determined and ambitious than before. I definitely need to work on myself. well i still think you have a certain something, not really sure what that is but i bet your boyfriend/girlfriend knows or are you still on the market? Well, that was going to come up sooner or later. So, there were only two main guys in my life so far. My puppy love boyfriend throughout highschool and my ex husband. I already explained my ex husband and that tradgey. But there was also Michael. He was the partying bad boy of prep school, think, Logan form Gilmore Girls, except we never got too far. We dated for two years, destined to get married, but in all hoensty, he wasn't the best person to be with. Sure, he could have grown up, but even I wasn't that much of a slacker or willing to waste away. I said goodbye to him on graduation. A year later I met Damon in university. We got together and a year later were married and almost 3 years later we were divorced. Yeah, that is my love life and it is currently open for improvement. shit, time flies. my next appointment will be here in a few minutes. it was a pleasure to meet you! Yeah, you too! Thanks for having me.

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weeee kris! welcome to the site! you wrote a lovely app. harlow is adorable and super cute! i'm glad you decided to add her to the family, so please go and fill your claims!