MONROE, AUTUMN KAYLEE

baby stay with me, tonight don't leave me alone

24 | bisexual | single | secretary | local | samantha barks

Autumn K. Monroe,

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wow, are you my ...i completely lost track of time! well please sit sit, let me just move this stuff out of the way. okay, let's get started. tell me a little bit about yourself. Oh gosh. You're going to be late, oh-so very late if this traffic doesn't speed the hell up. You yell, flail, and anxiously shake the steering wheel but no matter how much you freak out, the cars in front of you are still crawling. It's like the whole world is against you that morning. First your alarm doesn't go off... or maybe it did but you hit the snooze button and forgot to get up. Let's be honest here, that's probably what happened because you're not exactly a morning person even though you try desperately to be. The sun is shining and the birds are singing. So you should be happy to get up and start a new day... but you're usually not in the mood to do much of anything until you're showered and have had at least one cup of coffee. And since you are running late today, no coffee for you. A small window of opportunity opens itself for you in the traffic and of course you take it, even though it nearly kills you in the process. Not long after you're hurrying to find a parking spot and then rushing into the little office building where you scramble into a small office. Breathless, you try to muster up this professional composure you always try so hard to maintain at work and in general. It's not really working right now but oh well. "You lost track of time too? What are the odds!" The woman doesn't seem to take much notice to your tardiness so you just sort of scuttle in and sit down, hoping all is actually well. "My name is Autumn Monroe and I'm twenty-four years young! I graduated high school and college and blah blah and now I'm a secretary at a law firm. It's pretty dull work, but y'know, it pays nicely." Money doesn't exactly matter to you, but it's nice to have so you don't really complain. that's a lot of information. so tell me, where are you from? This girl has spunk. You like that because it reminds you of yourself. And if this woman is trapped in a tiny office all day interviewing people from who knows where, and can still manage to be so bright after all that, maybe there is some hope for you. Perhaps not all adults are so miserable because they allow their jobs to consume them. You are only twenty-four. Still young with plenty of time to make changes and mistakes. Still plenty of time to learn through trial and error. That is basically you motto in life. Try everything at least once. Don't be afraid to put yourself out there. Take chances. Grab life by the horns. Make the most of what you're given. Maybe you should try your hand at being a motivational speaker. "Oh, I was born and raised in Las Vegas! Such a lovely city... but there are quite a few freaks wandering around, if you know what I mean. Not that there's anything wrong with that. More power to you if you're alright with wandering around the city with your pants down to your ankles with no memory of pretty much anything. Lots of sights to be seen!" Vegas, though questionable in nature, was your home and you enjoyed it a great deal. You wouldn't trade it for the world... but you do wanted to travel and that brought you here. New York is great, but you want to explore further. Maybe some day. Where you would go you're not sure. Just somewhere. Anywhere really. Have to check out your options, right? ahh fascinating ! well i'm from here, born and raised, never left. so many people that i know and love here, just couldn't leave them ! what about you? anyone you care dearly for here? " Sure, I have quite a few. Friends from school, just people I've spoken to by chance, and even a few friends from work. There's so many people here that I've grown to love and just... it's amazing. I mean, a lot of my family and stuff are still back in Vegas, but it's been nice to get away from them a little. Venture out on my own and whatnot to meet new people and have a new life, y'know?" You ask her with a pleasant smile on your face but she doesn't respond. That's a little off putting but you decide not to make too much of it. This is an interview and you're the one being interviewed. Might be a good idea to conduct yourself a little more professionally... but no matter how hard you try to look like a sophisticated business woman, your words always give your true identity away. quite a list. must mean you have a juicy past,let's hear a little bit about it. "Sure! It's a bit of a crazy story, but I'd be willing to share it. I guess you're probably assuming that I'm some kind of gambler or alcoholic or something because of where a I grew up.. and I mean, sure I've been to a casino or two in my life, but gambling isn't my thing. So no, not a gambler. My family would probably wring my neck if they heard I was blowing all my hard earned money on some card tables or slot machines. Like... it's fun for a while but you just gotta know when to cut your losses. Drinking on the other hand... well, what can I say? Sometimes I get a little out of control and yeah. But shit happens." There are a few gamblers in your family, but there are more alcoholics so you guess you fit in with them a little better. Everyone seems to be tangled up with some kind of vice. This person drinks to much. That person has a million kids because they can't keep it in their pants. The list of issues in your family is long but the funny thing is, no one ever acknowledges it. You can identify these problems but everyone is already pointing their finger at you because you're the odd one. You're no alcoholic, you just tend to drink heavily when you actually do. You don't like to gamble your money ever. You don't have sex with every other person you meet. To be honest, you're actually pretty normal... kind of. Could have a mild case of ADHD but that's about it. Ever since you were a kid you enjoyed going out to get some fresh air, did your homework, and always treated your fellow classmates with respect. You were friendly and likable which has always been viewed as strange since your cousins are all assholes. Successful assholes, but assholes nonetheless. As far as everyone else is concerned, you are the dud. The odd ball. The one that does not belong. Doesn't bother you any but you do try to fit in... without really trying. You have a boring job and a decent apartment. You visit your family during reunions and all of that because why not? Even though the majority of them are assholes you still enjoy sitting around to watch the bickering. Sometimes they pick on your or the questions get a little too direct, but you smile and take everything in stride because you can't really pick your family. It has always been this way for you. Since the moment you were born all the way up until now. "Maybe family is pretty crazy. We have a lot of nuts in the barrel, but you know, I love them all regardless. We're a pretty business oriented kind of unit. My father traveled a lot, my mother works in sales. Aunts, uncles, all the same. I grew up in Vegas like I already told you so... yeah probably got into some trouble growing up here and there. I'm no saint. Yeah I drank before I turned twenty-one and had a few nights that could be labeled as questionable... but oh well! Life is about taking chances and making memories, so that's what I'm doing! Even now with my boring job and blah blah. I still find ways to have fun. Moving to New York was a pretty big life changer, but now I'm sort of meandering around and taking cooking classes or whatever because I'm godawful in the kitchen. I like doing random things like that. Just doing different things." You don't realize how much you've been talking until finally your lungs have run out of air and you need to stop to take a breather. Honestly, you could probably talk for hours about your history because unlike most people these days, you're comfortable with it. It doesn't really change who you are as a person so why be ashamed? But you decide to stop yourself there. Just quit while you're ahead. you just get more and more interesting. is that a word that someone would describe you as? no? then what is something that people would say you are. you laugh and nod your head because, yeah, sure, someone would probably say that you are an interesting person. you are usually running all over the place doing one stupid thing or another but then you also clean yourself up pretty well and maintain a steady job at a law firm. "yeah, i would think that some people might tell you that. they would say i'm just a little oddity walking around, trying to act like i've got my shit together when really i have no fucking idea what i'm doing. people have seen me go through a lot of trial and error with things, whether it be new hobbies or jobs or love interests. i've got a lot going on and i guess that's something that makes me interesting because there's always something new happening with me y'know?" you shrug. a lot of people probably have a lot of things to say about you. you realize this but you don't really care because who has time to worry about what people are gossiping. a lot of people do enjoy you and your light personality though, so it isn't as if there are a lot of bad rumors floating around. you're just prone to make a lot of mistakes which makes you the object of some scandals and rumors from time to time. do you agree with what people say about you? You smile and nod a little in acknowledgement. Your life is pretty much all over the place, full of ups and downs. You never really know which way it's going to end up heading but that's the fun part about it you suppose. Not knowing. Most people would kill to know their future, but you? No, you would rather not. It's fun to see what just happens to come your way. It's all about the thrill of it really. Maybe you're an adrenaline junkie or just plain stupid, but what does it matter? At least you can accept the fact that life throws curve balls while other people just try to plan every single last detail of their lives. Sometimes you think you know where you're going or what you want to do, but then you'll change your mind. Quite the fickle character but you think that's one of the fun parts to your personality. "Well, yeah, I guess I would. I can tell you right now that I'm weird... I'm just so all over the place all the time. And yeah... I do talk a lot. Pretty sure you've caught on to that by now. My mind and mouth just move so quickly and it's just mayhem. But it's the fun kind of mayhem! I just like to live in the now. Not knowing things and taking chances. Try everything once, make mistakes, do what you want in order to be happy. Just those kinds of things really. My family wants me to buckle down, get serious about my job and life... but I don't want that yet. Sure, I try... or put on a show of trying. My job is boring and I've got a few boring lawyers and businessmen I'm talking to... but I don't think they'll end up really being my type. I'm energetic. It's pretty hard to know what I'm going to do or say next. This whole professional... sophisticated nonsense is just that - nonsense. But I'm trying. You know." You rattle all this off, smiling and shrugging to emphasize certain points. Yes, you're a happy, hyperactive woman who has a lot of likes and dislikes. You're fickle and complicated but sweet all the same. Sometimes you don't think when you do things and that gets you caught in tight positions... but again you have time to learn from your mistakes and all that. Overall, you're just a generous ball of optimism. well i still think you have a certain something, not really sure what that is but i bet your boyfriend/girlfriend knows or are you still on the market? Now you're crinkling your nose because love is just a terrible thing for you. It's not that you resent it or don't believe in it's existence, it's just that you suck at it. Dating people is hard for you because you're such a spazz and you kind of let your heart do what it wants which means it often gets broken. You're reckless and all over the place which means you drink with strangers and get in bed with them later. You've been in love and had your heart broken and it all just sort of sucks but you keep trying at it anyway because you want to love and be loved. It seems so nice in the movies and eventually you do want to get married and have kids, but for now you're just sort of looking for a relationship that will last... even though you are sort of sucking at it now since you're mostly just sleeping around because it's the best you can get. "Eh, still on the market, but there's nothing wrong with that! Lots of freedom when you're single so... that's always a plus side to it." You don't really mind being single, but you don't think you prefer it over being in a relationship. Commitment doesn't scare you, but commitment with you seems to scare other people shit, time flies. my next appointment will be here in a few minutes. it was a pleasure to meet you! With that you rise from your seat, smiling brightly at the woman. "Time does fly, and that is exactly why you have to make the most of every second you're granted! I hope you have a beautiful day and it was charming to meet you!" Still smiling, you make your exit from the room.

leah | eastern | seveteen | DANIELLA SHAE ROSEWOOD)

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